its been a week since my baby cousin died.

still, the memory is still fresh..
like a newly stabbed body part..

i can still remember how blood was drawn every 30 minutes of our stay at pgh emergency room.
it was really a very bad memory.

the thought of him being pumped and oxygen was forced into his thin-lipped mouth.
the thought of his heart as still as the calm waters..

and the thought now that he is not coming back to us.
i am not going to see his big smiles.
his giggles without any sound.
his crazy eyes wandering up and down.
his mouth trying to open and say "ate"
and his heart trying to fight for the fate he was bound to meet.

his sweet kisses shall never be forgotten:( and his big smiles shall forever be in my heart.


i will miss you baby franco. i love you.